The Beginning of the end...... of being the fat one

Hello All!
my name is Skye and I am FAT!
not just fat, i am unhealthy, unfit, I overeat, I emotional eat. I am also in denial about all this.... that is, I was in denial until this past Tuesday.
Sitting on the couch reading Womans Day when i came across Michelle Bridge's 12 week body transformation, curious I looked up the website and was hooked!
I decided if I was going to do this I would put my all into it
First step- to the scales, it had been a while. I was in no way prepared for them to laugh gleefully in my face and scream out 100.7 kgs!!!!  i was disgusted in myself.
How did this happen?
Why did I let it get this bad?
the answers came to me, though I didn't want to hear them.
It happened because you don't exercise and eat right, don't take care of yourself.
I let it get this bad because I was in denial (more than Cleopatra)- i know its a bad joke, but I like it.
I always said "If I ever get to 90kgs then I'll worry and do something" then i got to 90 kg an the excuse was, "I don't actually look too bad, I'll give it a go if I ever get to 100kgs"
Gah!! I was so stupid.
So now, I am putting it out there for everyone too see. I am not giving myself a chance to give up.
The more people I tell the harder I will work to prove to myself and anybody who wants to write me off, that I can do this!
I am making a Public PROMISE to Me, my wonderful Hubby and our Beautiful Daughter and to my amazing Family and Friends that I will-

• Change my eating habits to better and healthier food choices
• Exercise every day
• Spend more time doing active things as a family
• Commit to Michelles 12WBT, give it my all, and complete it.

All I ask in return is that you all think positive thoughts for me and stay beside me, even when it's rough.
I will be updating my progress on here frequently.
Time to sign off, it's after midnight.
Toodles, xxxx